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here's the problem im getting tired of drinking every goddamned day when i have the chance. this road won't lead me to nowhere theres a brick wall waiting for me at end. sometimes when i think past tense i get locked up in the present. abuse the drinking substance. lets try to stand your legs dont work yet i cant stand it i cant stand it. you dont wanna communicate. i push the door, (if you say so) you let the sun in. (im fine) what do you have to hide? can i rewind to yesterday? but who am i to run from fate?
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lennart larsen!
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can i be happy if im a part of it all? when youd hold me tight tell me ill be alright but in 2 years itll change everything about me. what the fuck do i do now? i think ill finally call you, and think that we'll do the things that we used to, post it on youtube. they all think it revolves around you. i fell better now. it could work if we hadnt felt any better than we did. it could work if we just had felt any better than we did. if i had just felt any better than i did. do you know how much damage youve done to me? (ive been wasting all my time, but i thank you for the memories) can i be happy if im a part of it all? when youd hold me tight tell me ill be alright but in 2 years itll change everything about me. can i be happy? (can i be happy)
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we hate best dad ever
02:58
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she knows exactly what im going to say. "i still love you" but its way too late. but who am i to act like i deserve back? well im not broken just yet. i feel the walls falling to my legs and i dont wanna move cause the sweet release of death has tempted me for oh so long. but you of all wants to know why i call this place home. i think ill call this "hell" cause you wanna make it, ill never make it, just "fake it till you make it" but thats too hard to do. i slept in my car today, i have a house but i dont deserve it, was this whole thing even worth it? for two fucking years of self hatred? im so fucking selfish. i think ill call this "hell" cause you wanna make it, ill never make it, just "fake it till you make it" but thats too hard to do
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21, but not grown yet
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did you forget the words you said? i thought that i was making "progress" but instead i was making a mess. back pedal to the point of no return. its an anxiety attack but put into a song, did you forget you said "forever" when i asked how long youd stay. but youd do anything to leave. and youll do just fine without me. but youll do anything to leave. and youll do, just fine without me. (hey) i tried to warn you but it wasnt why i would escape. i told you that i was waiting for something. i feel the same.
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just married
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so now that i think that ive lost you ill throw away our wedding rings. ill never see you again and ill live alone. sitting on the edge of the bed, waiting for you to come back home tonight. oh please just come back home tonight. but dont you try, to make it any better or worse that it has to be. i swear ill keep trying until my body dies. honest to god, i dont wanna feel again. honest to god i dont wanna feel again (look what you did to me, im drowning in lakes again.) you found me with some scissors in my hair, i cut my life beyond repair. annabelle cover your ears cause i know that youve always hated screaming but i dont know how else to feel.
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did you forget the words you said? i thought that i was making "progress" but instead i was making a mess. back pedal to the point of no return. its an anxiety attack but put into a song, did you forget you said "forever" when i asked "how long". but youd do anything to leave. and youll do just fine without me. but youll do anything to leave. and youll do, just fine without me. (hey) i tried to warn you but it wasnt why i would escape. i told you that i was waiting for something. i feel the same.
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and i know things get the best of you sometimes. they do me too. and i know life's hard to figure out sometimes. we'll make it through. please don't change. and i feel so guilty. and i feel so dumb. and i feel so stupid. but yet our hearts are young. hey i know people are full of shit sometimes, but hey we are too. and i know its hard to fucking deal sometimes. and i can't at all. too late to change. do you feel guilty? cause i sure feel dumb. and i know its sort of stupid. but hey our hearts are young. and i don't wanna know.
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